Maybe climbing will do it

blanking or suspension

relief or discovery

exhaustion—-

Do you have to know

before embarking?

If I knew what would there be

left for me to ponder?

Today, stepping with care

listening to the rhythm of heartbeat

my own of course

I seek nothing but nothingness

escape

from the map that’s been handed

by some distributor of unexpected

and yes unwanted she said in her

voice of self centred existence read

formerly unencumbered and light—-

On this mountaintop I know

a few steps nearer the edge there is

a glimpse of water deep and blue

I ought look

maybe on another day when

I’m more prepared to see into

the madness blooming within you🪶