give up to the flies those supplies
you packed for the voyage you knew would be long and uncomfortable, maybe rough on your equipment
You can’t just surrender
forget your reasons for this quest
You can’t just rinse away
all you’ve strived to build here
You can’t just pretend
you no longer care and nothing matters
You can’t just stop now
wait for time and soft winds to carry you away
You can’t just remove your identity
by removing all of your clothes
You can’t just eliminate who you are
or despise who you think you can never be
You can’t just light a bonfire
to destroy what’s past and all trace of you in it
You can’t just vaporize
I see you and your presence is here and now
You can’t just dig a hole
climb in and will your life expired
You can’t just say you’re lost
because the key temporarily eludes you
You can’t just claim you’re paralyzed
and fear won’t let you move
You can’t just declare you’re no longer curious
about possibilities awaiting you up ahead
You can’t just say you can’t feel me here
my hand light upon your shoulder
You can’t just say you won’t take my magic stick
and raise yourself up unsteadily
to walk beside me
again.